still tripping on "happy pills" (aka painkiller) for kidney stones word to the wiser: keep flushing liver & kidney with beer ...... do not stop taking or suffer my fate (kidney stones) ...........oh and trying to move taskbar/status on android to bottom instead of top on Android 2.2 custom ROM
Listening to Rusko, working on my software and arranging tomorrows Barbeque. And who said men can't multitask
Browsing MDL while drinking a cold beer and thinking why the f... am i even born,this life isn´t worth a sh...
My dear Niekess i don´t get the girls these days so i can´t get any love unfortunately I mean i got a girl, i just don´t get her at all,she loves me and i love her,but than again she starts talking some ancient hieroglyphics sh.. that i cannot understand at all Now i´m listening to some very sad music and thinking of suicide,but i came to the conclusion i don´t have the guts to kill myself. I even thought jumping in front of a car,because there is a fast road near my house,but than again what if i don´t die? Here are my 2 scenarios: The good one If the car hits me hard it will break my legs and with some luck i will hit my head on the windscreen of the car and break my neckand die without much pain,and even if the windscreen doesn´t kill me there is still the car coming from behind and will roll over my helpless body and extinguish my flame of life. The bad one The car breaks my legs and i fly to the side,not dead,but having to live the rest of my life in a whellchair
Don't even think about a suicide because you feel sad. It looks like it takes forever to get out of it but it doesn't. Before you know are you happy and enjoying your life. You got a girlfriend who loves you and shares her interest with you even though you don't understand it what she says. But that doesn't matter, what matters is that you love each other. Just remember that life is sometimes hard but also beautiful. The hard moment won't last forever. Just keep on moving and think positive. I have being myself also through a hard time with my parents splitting up and college which isn't going fully perfect either. And mostly do I miss myself the presence of someone to love but I believe that over some time it all will be good and I got to work to that right now even though it's hard.