I meant you have studied Philosophy but not for yourself only, you want to apply it (in the world), you have outer goals, like everybody. The work you publish appears in the world and changes it, you have an idea of your goals. There I mean I can't tell you something because you are the expert since Philosophy is your profession. Outer goals are mostly different at each individual, whereas the inner goals are actually the same for each individual. The same is with me. I work and apply Chemistry, but Chemistry doesn't help when it comes to inner goals, here I can tell something (from myself so to say), but I cannot rely on my (a) profession.